I have a problem. I have more than one problem but that’s not what we’re here to focus on today! That will take far too long (ha!).
I remember reading a quote somewhere, and I have to dig it up again, which states that when you’re writing your first draft that you are writing the story for you and no one else. It doesn’t have to be perfect. You don’t need beta readers or critiques or write groups right off the bat. The first draft is a chance for you to get the story out of your head and onto paper. Or in the form of pixels.
Edit: I’ve found the quote. “The first draft is just you telling yourself the story.” -Terry Pratchett
So why do I keep going back and constantly edit the first few pages of the first story I’m ever considering submitting for publication?
That’s the motivation. Perfection.
The first draft isn’t meant to be perfect and yet I can’t let certain sentences go until I stare at them for an hour each to try and figure out how to best word it. I’m no editor and still I try to be. Do I use a semicolon here instead of a comma? Is this sentence an individual thought or is it part of the next or previous paragraph? Is that the right word I need or do I pull out my thesaurus again?
I think that some tuning is naturally part of the writing process but I know I start running into trouble when I start over analyzing things that really should be left alone for the editing stage.
Perfection can come at a later time, if it ever comes at all. For now, the story just needs to come out.